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Recognizing Self-sabotage and How to build a trusting relationship with YOU

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As I type this (in March 2021) it is fairly still the beginning of the year. Yet the New Year buzz has  settled down and most people are settling into the hum drum of their day to day. Yesterday I came across a journaling prompt from this YouTube video I was watching, the prompt was;  What are 1 or 2 of your 2021 New Years resolution(s)? And how do they make you feel now? Just hearing the prompt felt like a kick to the gut. When I reflect on the past two months, heck even just my life in general, I don't feel I am where I could be mainly due to self sabotage. When I have spoken to family and friends about it most of them share similar sentiments of having gone through or still experience some form of self sabotage. Let's define Self-sabotage Sabotage as a verb is defined as to deliberately destroy, damage, or obstruct (something), especially for political or military advantage. This word dates back to the early 20th century: from French, from saboter ‘kick with sabots, willful

Lost in the Sauce of it All

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I'm currently sleep deprived and behind on all my work. Yet here I am trying to make something out of all I have access to. I don't have a niche, I'm not too sure what my social media presence will amount to as time goes on but I need something other than Uni to put my focus into. It's my final semester and I'm low-key scared of the future. But I refuse to dwell on feeling like that for wayyy too long.  I started a blog in 2014 and didn't stick through with it. I have quiet a few short stories I wrote in high school and they lay unfinished in an old file I've been hoarding for almost 10 years. I owe it to myself to follow through. The world is getting hotter and I feel the sauce thickening. I'm very imperfect and am in no means an expert at this thing called life. All I can do is share my experience in hopes that it helps at least on other earthling.  No matter how thicc the sauce gets I promise to stay afloat... no matter how thicc the sauce gets, stay